Thursday, September 29, 2005

the star will shining again.......

last few weeks i'm really feel lost and unhappy.
tp...bgn pagi ni perasaan yg best n much more confident..dunno y...
maybe becoz of interview semlm...n i know there's a hope for me...

td..kat universiti lrt..saw 1 of my frenzz...nak tegur or xnak.i decided not lah..
n..guess what...there's 2 gurls standing beside me..n chot chet..chot chet..dunno what they are mumbling on..tp..rs mcm best jer nak dgr...hehee..
dgr2..diorg tgh sembang..ade pick pocket kat queue sblh sn..n diorg giler concern..takut ade org yg ilang wallet pg ni...b4, they saw that pick pocket wanted to 'seluk' somenone handbag..tp..x jd..coz diorg ternampak ... sib baik for that victim..

then the lrt arrived..
msk lrt cr tempt duduk..lrt kosong maa...tetiba ana msk..1 of my frenzz kat sekolah dulu..
gembira jer..lm x jumpa dia..she's really look nice n pretty much berseri..i think maybe the color of baju n tudung reallt matched her ......then sampai lrt kerinchi..dia turun..dah xde member nak sembang..
xper ler..sambung blk dgr ape yg 2 gurls td semabng psl pick pocket tu...
rs best lak dgr ape org sembang..luckily..the gurls seat beside me in lrt..so..diorg pun sembang2 lg...1 of d gurls dah kena last week..on d same day..so diorg assume hr khamis je pick pocket tu ader..dua2 pun geram jer ngan pick pocket tu....
so..i knew ler..there's a lots of people concern towards us..wlaupun kita x sedar n x kenal org tu...

n then..thinking of what a result from my interview yesterday..feel confident n not..if there's a rezeki 4 me..dpt..if not..someone else ler..
hehe..tgh dok terpk..suddenly..mh hp ringing..a new no. raised up..sape yer..?
hello..............................
really happy....klau ada cermin depan dlm lrt tu..sure tgh tersengih...
alhamdulillah..i got that job....
really happy for myself and happy for my azam...
thank you for those who soppurt me.....really feel glad 2day... :D
hehe..
tp..deep in my heart..rs...takut nak msk kompeni tu..maybe becoz of the new company..will be new job..new frenzz n everything will be new..
n really berat hati nak tinggalkan kompeni skang...
have to think lg ler..blk buat istikharah ler.....
i do love my job now....n i think i will love my new job also...


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today......


dis is my 1st entry..i've never been using the blog..although i've knew 'bout dis..
dunno y..maybe i just doesn't like people to know how i'm feeling or what i'm mumbling on...
but today..
feeling like wanting to 'mem'blog'kan myself...
saja..suke2...

bosan...n dunno whatt else to do...
pening ngan coding ni...
letih ngan what my heart feel like now...
so..just started to post the 1st entry to my blog...

hahahaha..